I Still Have Allah

You stopped on one page. This is the rest of it. Somewhere in the last few minutes a sentence found you that you had only ever said to yourself. At 3am. In the shower. In the car outside a house you don't go into anymore. That sentence is in this book. So are ninety-nine others. Your mind accepted it was over. Your heart didn't get the message. You blocked them and couldn't keep the block for five minutes. You opened the app for something else and your thumb knew the way to their page. >Nobody wrote a book for that exact night. So someone who lived it did. Not a scholar. Someone who was where you are. Someone who loved a person more than themselves, lost the taste of everything the day that person left, and only got out one way: by going back to the deen and reading, for the first time, what Allah actually says about a heart that can't let go. It turns out He left nothing unspoken. Allah guided them to it. Then they wrote it down, for you. What is inside: - 100 reminders, one page each. Every page opens with a sentence you already say, and ends with where to put it.- Five stages of the heart: still attached, the dua problem, the guilt, letting the heart go, what stays.- Every ayah, hadith and scholar line referenced, with the Arabic and the translation, so you can check every single one.- Five write-it spreads. One question, blank pages, nobody reads them but you and Allah.- Eight pages after the hundred: the things you only understand once the person is gone. Including the day you stop expecting anything and everything comes back.- One page for the night it gets darker than you told anyone. It won't tell you they didn't matter. It will show you where to put a heart that still does. Open any page. Start there.